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Friday, September 01, 2006

i lay on my bed almost physically-disabled... no sports no nth, the operation's wound is like a swollen scar mini like tennis ball on my abdominal.. i feel pain outside as well as inside... project's unhealthy, body not good to go, heart shattered, god... wot am i gona do???

i'm tired of being what you want me to be feeling so faithless lost under the surface i don't know what you're expecting of me put under the pressure of walking in your shoes [caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow] every step that i take is another mistake to you i've become so numb i can't feel you there become so tired so much more aware i'm becoming this all i want to do is be more like me and be less like you can't you see that you're smothering me holding too tightly afraid to lose control cause everything that you thought i would be has fallen apart right in front of you [caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow] every step that i take is another mistake to you [caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow] and every second i waste is more than i can take but i know i may end up failing too but i know you were just like me with someone disappointed in you

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SAY SAY SAY! HOOOOOOO!.
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