Saturday, September 16, 2006
KNOW wot i did the past awakeness? i woke up yesterday and do things as per normal... went for dressin durin the day and chill out... in the evening, i went over to an invited party for old sec school mates... saw dramatic changes on all my friends man! all like got license and everythin... ahyo.. unbelievable.. it was a great catch up to do.. my wound's kind of healing so i took extra care of it while i am outside... haha and guess wot.. fandi, my good ncc buddy from sec school, lopang me on his honda bike hahahaha song bo.. i didnt tell my parents coz if i do they'll kill me... he lopang me all the way to christie's place at 2340hours... i was supposed to stay over night at her place to hang out wif timmy and kelly as well... promised them i'll be there early but end up during midnight... haha... well tat night was fun... we hanged out ... watch movies.. and halfway timmy and kelly just knocked out leavin me and chris to watch "waiting", damn stupid show... its hilarious... haa, yea then in the morning.. around 6am the 2 sleepyheads woke up and they decided to watch "The Shining", its like omg laa... the screen shot from the show twister i rmbred is tat freakin show!!! %@$^#&#$^& i was as usual.. being the scared one.. hide behind christie and kelly... i noe they bth me also la but i really cant help it... its scary shit.... well... after tat we hav to leave kinda coz of me haha coz i need to go dressing again... and today's half day till 12 noon nia... so yea.. long 2 days ar... nvr really sleep except in the afternoon, just a while only... oh well, its been relieving somewhat, glad i occupy myself over heavy thoughts... its a good thing... but then again, i'll still end up alone at night gettin ready to sleep and i think bout those thoughts all over again... it sucks but its life... well... for now, i am just worried bout my wound coz its really depressing, training wif the team for so long and i cant play for school this year... my cycling "plan" is sorted out and i cant carry it out, my running for this year's marathon will also be jeopardise... its all coz of what? my open wound... just amazing laa... everyday i live tis life..everytime i wake up... i feel like shit.. i feel like i've accomplish nth... someone really made tat worst too and it just sucks.. but i gotta deal wif it... and tats wot i am STILL doing/figuring out... well i'll try... i'll tryy... peace no war~do u think its possible?
SAY SAY SAY! HOOOOOOO!.
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