nothing better to do ar... anw, just came back from cycling wif my kaki weihan... and now i just somehow landed here after wandering around in this comp... well, good news, my parents got a new tv or not really a new tv but more like from my eldest auntie, she gave them some bomba 21 inch tv, pretty cool, now my dad's like actioning wif my tv... just tat i won him by abit... 21inch too but "flat screen" ahahahaha... i hav buns and tim sums for lunch... powerpack... very chinese... i noe... in any case... i hope i am ready for ite's match up tml... i'll try my best for my parents, for the team, for myself n 4 u too...
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9:40 PM
THE MOFFATTS
"Miss You Like Crazy"
I used to call you my girl
I used to call you my friend
I used to call you the love
The love that I never had
When I think of you I don't know what to do
When will I see you again
[Chorus:]
I miss you like crazy
Even More than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day
Girl I'm so down when your love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy
You are all that I want
You are all that I need
Can't you see how I feel
Can't you see that my pain's so real
When I think of you I don't know what to do
When will I see you again
[Chorus]
I miss you like crazy...
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10:58 PM
I told you how I felt,I told you what it meant,But I still haven't changed your mind,I know that you're afraid,You're frightened of the pain,But you can let down your guard...Cause when we run, when we hide,We deny what's inside... What good is a heart if you're not gonna use it, What good is a love if you're too scared to choose it,If you're heart is beating, then it's for a reason, girl,If you're not willing to start, what good is a heart? Don't make the same mistake that people often make,And miss out on a chance for love,You've got to make your move, you've got to make it soon,Cause you're dying inside... Yes, I'm a man, but I cry,I have fears, I won't lie... What good is a heart if you're not gonna use it, What good is a love if you're too scared to choose it,If you're heart is beating, then it's for a reason, girl,If you're not even willing to start, what good is a heart? Come on, babe, you know it, girl,Anyone who looks can see that I'm right,There's a chance here, we could take it,Or regret it for the rest of our lives... What good is a heart if you're not gonna use it,What good is a love if you're too scared to choose it,If you're heart is beating, then it's for a reason, girl,If you're not even willing to start, what good is a heart?
-C-
Code Red / What Good Is A Heart lyrics
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10:50 AM
MY leadership might not be my best accert and it might even be a major downfall but my character is goin to pull me through this i believe and i really wana apologise to those whom i've let down... i wana make it up and i will make it up for all these, everything...
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12:05 AM
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11:51 AM
1st month anniversary... how quick is tat? well happy offspring month anniversary christie... i love you...
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10:27 AM
Hey readers... sup i am back... anw last night was a blast... a watery eggry blast indeed... no wonder my friends asked me to bring extra clothes... had a bbq which myself and some muslim friends organised n invited some friends too, manage to get benedict! its one of these rare times we could get to hang out wif u dicky... thanks for coming... well, we started off wif preparing food and drinks, everything seems well-layed-out... but guests is not on our side, we only had like 5-7 guests! and tat only makes like 12-14 of us... and yea back to the blast... apparently after hanging up my phone call from my dearest love, my friends walked towards me wif a pail of water... and yea it just happen, i kena... the next thing i noe, the guys are running around throwing water artillery bags at each other... zaini was the best he escaped to escaped theme park there and bought water gun, fill it wif coke and bought eggs too... he came back walking cool and calmly wif bags of those stuffs and everyone started running towards him, little do they noe he has his own army, haha and world war 3 begun all over again... total hit from the night, 1 egg slap on the back, one egg drill into the back of my head, 5 water bombs and 3 big pail water shower... i was totally drenched wearing long pants and shoes... it was fun indeed, good way to really de-stress it out... well in the morning though i went for my last dressing for my wound and doc say i can play tennis just no heavy weights, i was so glad... now is my chance, i better take it... and yea on tuesday, i'll be heading for training to c if i make the cut this time after not playing for almost 2 months... well i will train for it, i hope for the best... its fair competition... alrighty, shall go for my run and some cardio exercise tml yeaup tats my plan... need to get back the fitness to keep up wif my team mates... and oh yea btw, i've always been thinking of u... i really am... u noe who u r... i really appreciate how U treat me the past few days... u've been really supportive, u really show tat u are willing to go through thick and thin wif me and for tat, i am willing to do so too...:] please take care of urself over there, esp ur knee... i am really worried bout ur knee... alright then... tats all for now, thanks for reading my blog...
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5:19 AM
I duno, this song seems to make sense to me for today...for now...
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Lyrics to Christina Aguilera Hurt
I like this song, blog-readers, if u have this song, have the lyrics too! its pretty amazing... free copy here :] this song just blends so well into my soul... i noe... so girly and mushy...
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9:17 AM
i need to stop thinking too much, yea... nothing much for you to read today ar blog-readers... sorry ar... and and and i miss you dearest... sorry for the complications... i do believe its a bummer from the both of us so just step forward and keep going alrite... all the best in ur studies... u've always been the cleverer one :] i love you...
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9:02 AM
To be honest wif you, i always wonder y is it complicated to u? maybe its just me.. i reckon..
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3:07 PM
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2:16 AM
Hello and good day readers or night, ok, had a pretty alrite day today, was doing my usual chores, being the "handicap" now, i cant really get back to my daily sports, kinda suck but lookin on the bright side, using this time to probably reflect, ease up on things a little bit and yea working on my project.. had a fun night just now, watched the island and waiting wif keong and glenn while indulging ourselves into some long lost food, kfc, god i miss the cheese fries.. yea and thankyou for constantly keeping me in touch, u noe who u r :] life's been pretty stagnant these days ever since i was out of the hospital.. reckon i gained a kg from those laziness and stuff haha.. well i did made myself useful though, went out wif my old malay buddies last night to bugis's ramadan festive bazaar, exposing to some good malay culture, pretty alrite.. had loads of fun, tats all tat counts ain it? ;] Anw, despite doing these much and keepin occupied, i do somehow just feel quite useless at times, like not being there for my tennis team, trainin wif them not forgetting managing them? plus, not following the schedule for my runs to achieve "local record in this year's mini marathon"? the feeling just suck soo much tat i even dreamt about disabled people... i just think how fortunate i am to have this exercizable body tat god had given me... more to say other problems.. i hav no right to think bout tat man! forget all those... put it away, like wot you have told me ;]... thankyou... sincerely... yea, its just the way it is... life lo... tats all tat is to it... and yea someone told me tat i might be looked as an ass for some "topic", well for those who are involved or informed bout tis "topic", i am sorry tat i have disappointed u or make u wana curse me a dickwipe or smth... coz i really dun care anymore, its been too complicated and i have had enough my own self, u shd ask for the truth b4 u start taking sides or give comments... maybe take a little break and meditate? think bout urself instead? try not to hate someone, i learnt tat it ain healthy, just make u a worst person, i rather forgive and forget... yup... So, i got a newly burned cd from keong, the album of "micheal learns to rock", thanks blarder! really appreciate it... and yea teaa, :], i miss u so so much, good luck for ur up-coming psy test, u'll do great... thanks for hearing me out too and being sucha a great partner... i love u... i dun care wot others think about u too either... just let me know if they gona ever touch u... haha like i am gona do anythin?! ok tat was meant to be a joke but i noe, it ain funny -_-``... aite blog-readers, thankyou for taking this time reading bout my thoughts / life... have some peace and fun... yall take care aite... lots of love... beef~
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8:33 AM